lifesong
Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
-9:52 PM
No idea what lies ahead...
Trying hard to make it go the way i want but it all seems to go haywire.
Praying hard to know what to do now but nothing seems to be coming up.
I am lost in a vast dessert and cannot see my way around...
Looking around me, i can see nothing...
Looking up into the sky, the clouds to soothe me...
God, i am depending on you for a direction now...
Will I get one? Will life just continue without me?
I join others to form a body.
Am I part of this body?
Or just an unwanted cyst to be removed?
-9:29 PM
-9:21 PM
Who am I?
A speck in the vast world?
Useless, Worthless, Hopeless.
Dejected i drift around,
Like a lost soul who cannot see.
I search to be of importance.
For someone who thinks i am important.
No matter how hard i try,
Its just a waste of effort.
From birth til now,
A sandbag i have been.
Trying to find a home,
But will i ever find one?
Thursday, May 29, 2008
-8:50 PM
Its been a super long time since i last posted. Very busy recently. Its all not over yet though. Hmmm... A lot of things have been have been happening recently... many taking me by surprise. Andrew's father just died. I feel lost. Its like been years since i felt i have a family and andrew's parents treated me very nice. invited me to their house to eat dinner time after time and they also done many things that made me feel as if i have a family for the first time. Felt like part of my new life just got ripped out from me. Haiz. even when i rushed down to the funeral, i had no guts to look into into the coffin for the last few times. Feel so useless. Well, guess thats life.
As the planning of the youth camp proceed, i feel more and more excited. It has such potential to be a super powerful and great camp. I have so much i wanna let go, but i cannot say much out.
I promise, no matter how much the devil try to tear me apart, i will stay focus, i will press on. I will not let my own feelings affect the way i am going to carry myself and i promise to give my all for these few weeks.
God, i pray that you will give me strength, strength to press on for you and your glory. Give me wisdom, wisdom to help me be able to get through the various problems I am facing. Give me sensitivity, sensitivity that i may be able to feel how others feel around me as well as be able to hear and understand you. Lord, i pray that you will speak to me much more during these few weeks as well as put people around me to continue to give me encouragement and help me get through these times. May your will and only your will be done.
Sunday, April 27, 2008
-12:45 AM
This morning woke up early, book out and went to take a look at the campsite for the youth camp with Bro Andrew and Bro Poo Kin.. WOW!!! i tell u, the campsite is REAL COOL can... Haha... its like super big and natural... haha... If only i can figure out how to use the Zip line there... it'll be cool. Rooms are nice and comfortable lah... AIR-CON somemore... And look at the TOILET!!! Cool right? its so gonna be a superb camp... i just noe it...
Afternoon went to church... held games for youth fellowship with Andrew... WAH!!! they super ENTHU or wat... i almost exploded... so hard to control... big challenge... But the best is everyone had fun... including all the SUPER YOUNG YOUTHS!!! haha... Blessed Grace... its such a superb place... Gambateh!!!
Thursday, April 17, 2008
-6:16 PM
WOW!!! this morning while going to camp, saw nicholas in the train... lolz... took the chance to exchange contact... Yay!! I have a new contact... (although not gal... sobz) lolz... jkjk... Haha... he played psp until he overshot his train station... He almost overshot again... lolz... but i reminded him to get off... Ain't it scary?
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
-11:35 PM
1st cell outing.AndrewAloysiusJames HoJames TanNicholas ChuaNicholas Peh Just came back from the first cell outing. Not well planned by us, but i believe everything went according to God's will. The whole cell group was present. Andrew lost his bag, hope his parents do not scold him. But he believed it was worth it. I think so too. Nicholas Chua came!!! Well, realised we had a lot in common. But alas, forgetful me forgot to take his contact... Ain't I stupid? i am lah... haiz...I went to find Bro Poo Kin in the afternoon too... Got a look at his office... It was a fire hazard... urgh... So much paper!!! haha... but it was cool, went to eat Katong Laksa.. Its like so so so long ago... haha... had a nice chat with him, learnt a lot... now still digesting... urgh...
